First of all, I know I haven’t written in forever; and for those of you that stumble across here from time to time I’m sorry I don’t keep this updated very much. But, anyways…I only have about two weeks of school left for my freshman year of college! How crazy does that seem?!?
Now onto my main point, I met my biological dad’s brother; my Uncle Frank. He is an awesome and wonderful man and I am so blessed and thankful that God has allowed us to meet and get to know eachother. 
However, everytime he talks about his side of the family I honestly get a little upset because I never had the chance to know my Dad like they did. I know it’s so selfish but it makes me kind of angry. I keep hearing how much my dad would’ve been so proud and how he talked about me, blah blah blah. Don’t get me wrong, I’m glad my dad thought of me but everytime they bring up something about him it’s almost like I get jealous of the relationship my dad’s family had with him because I never did, and never will have that relationship with him.
I know I should be grateful for what I’ve been blessed with, and I am, really I am I guess this just proves that humans (or most of us I guess) always want what we can’t have.
This was a huge venting blog, but anyways…honestly everything is good. I love life and I love the people that are in it. I’m so blessed and so thankful for everything. Thank you God
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